It's all in the cards
The Hermit reversed as I sit inside a Dennys at 1am reading a friends cards. The turn goes to me to learn more about myself. No more disappearing. I shouldn't do that anymore. Epic changes does not always happen behind the scenes. This season calls on me to walk back into connection with others, the universe and most importantly myself. I don't have to have it all figured out to show up. Although it makes me feel stupid. Maybe that feeling in itself is stupid. Its vulnerable. Vulnerable to let yourself be seen. To not always learn in the dark but to share in that experience. Tenderness is the gift. My presence is part of the healing.
The friend I am reading for constantly gets two of swords. Like in every reading. Meaning a difficult choice and avoidance of the consequences of said choice. Feeling at a standstill maybe. Feeling lack of control perhaps. With whatever choice he makes he lacks the agency. I had the cheesecake and a cup of iced tea, he had the country fried steak with fries he so generously shared.
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